Rod Wave – Nirvana (Official Audio)



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  1. Lyrics

    If you hearing this it's too late
    I've been writing this since Tuesday
    Today Friday that mean tomorrow's doomsday
    Tried to fight the pain but it ate me alive
    Sad to say I lost the battle against my mind
    You should be happy for me homie no more suffering
    We all got a day I guess we'll see each other then
    I hope that Heaven's real and one day we could reunite
    And don't be crying for me I lived a wonderful life
    I went on tour and seen the world and met all of my fans
    I can't lie I wish I could do that s**t again
    Made plenty money wrote my will my kids is good
    Hopefully they don't grow up so misunderstood
    I moved my momma out the hood and brought her a home
    Even though me and her husband never got along
    Brought all my n****s brand new cars and watched them flex
    Wanted n****s to know I loved them before I left
    I brought a brand new house in Houston left it to my pops
    Take the fam with you n***a we all we got
    In they face the whole time begging for help
    For years ready to die but scared of death
    I tried to pop a couple pills they just made me sleep
    I left the house without my gun n****s faking they beef
    I poured a half a pint of wock in a 2 liter soda
    Stuck as f**k couldn't move I thought it was over (false alarm n***a)
    I told the world how I was feeling my worst decision
    Since this fame and all these millions they treat me different
    Tired of fake smiles and broken hearts it's f**k the world
    F**k the money the cars the jewelry and the girls
    They all treat me like I'm him I feel so alone
    Like I'm just a walking come up without a soul
    I hope this ain't how they remember me
    Thought accomplishing my dreams would end my misery
    I've been this way for a while lost as a child
    Momma always telling me smile she so in denial
    Still wishing I had some help
    Wtf make a n***a run off and blast his self🙏🏾

    Update: Rod confirmed he's all good and this was more of a suicide prevention track

  2. You ever started to feel like the devil himself
    I’m so detached from love my soul might poison a girls
    Said she wanna save me but god said he’ll save me aswell
    And guess what… I’m still living in hell

    There’s certain times that I felt..
    I’m done with life
    Tomorrow night I’m gonna body my self
    Pray I don’t wake up in the fire screaming in in hell
    Last words in my journal , leave it up on the shelf
    Like mum I smiled my whole life buy been screaming for help

    And son I’m sorry I weren’t there to go and give you world
    Generational curse but I know that one day you’ll break it yourself

  3. i’m 16 taking L after L ion think I can take this shii.. hopefully i’m still here by 2025 (writing this comment to come back to see if shii got better in 2025) 🤞🏽

  4. Life bin so hard taking L's after L's especially when your expected to do great I'll be 28 in three months and my life has been a collection of failures. I'm so tired of the pain and my thoughts are becoming dark. Can't talk to anyone because there is no-one around me who understands what it's like to be a failure that keeps failing, and drowning, not being able to resurface. I understand I have it better than a lot of people but still when your life is going downhill it doesn't matter where the decent begins because the bottom is level ground for everyone. I'm afraid once I hit the bottom I've lost the battle in life. "Ready to die, but scared of death" describes me perfectly rn. Y'all pray for me please I'm fighting a loosing battle

  5. Rod always got me. Started to fall in love again just to lose it in a flash
    She put me on this song I promise to never use my heart again it might stop beating

    … I told her my biggest fear was liking someone again and she said she would be my peace and never hurt me like my last did but it might hurt more because I didn’t even get to say goodbye

  6. Everytime i start to smile again something rips the heart out my chest

    …. I clicked with shawty so deep we had the same pain and I promised her she would never have to worry about money snakes and I was going to pay for her school no I’m heart broken again I swear on my Grandma Idamay no love with come out this heart again
    This is what will make a nigga go blast himself

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