Celebrities Before And After Using Drugs 😔 #shorts #tiktok

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  1. Im glad i started Drugs young. I had NOTHING. I was 11 first bong. 12 daily weed. 16 tried extasy and that was it!!!

    I wanted all the drugs then. 16 settle with heroine i loved it. Was homeless had nothing so i rationed drugs tbh. One bag would last me 3 days. My freinds couldnt believe it. We only smoked it. I definitely perfer smoke drugs never really botherd with crack though.

    I had no fear of drugs watched my mum take speed by the tea spoon full her freinds YAK watchhing. Us kids just laugh. She always does that. 😂😂😂

    I loved heroine tho. Worked my way up to a bag a day. Half a bag if desperate. NOTHING. we just laughed and laughed. Young and dumb. 19 then. Had a bedsit met a good girlfriend. I never shared NOTHING with her hated those guys. My GF was the purity i craved more than anything else. I hid it from her for 2yrs. Hid it from my family all 7yrs.

    Age 23 the worst thing ide ever done for gear was shop lifting. Never saw one pecker never heard one rumour any freind saw a pecker either.

    Age 23 GF got pregnant with our baby though and a giant clock appeared in the sky no joke. I promised my baby ill be ready in time. Ill be the dad i wish i had.

    I stuck to it too. Unlike my freinds. Most still use today. 14yrs later. Im 37 now and still get ID checked. For lotto tickets since i quit cigs for my 2nd born. Quit weed for the 3rd but that was one step too far. Weed is my thing. I dont drink ide rather a pot head dad than drunk. Or gambler. Or any other vice. Nothing wrong with weed

    So long as the kids dont lose out have air max trainers and new phones etc good food then weed. Not weed first. Im 3wks no weed atm tho trying to save up for Xmas. The beauty of weed. You can just say no. I can do thst with anything tho. Drink for months depressed like when GF finally forked me off for rich guy

    SO SHE TROUGHT 😢

    Turns out hes a drunkard woman beater as came out during the 3yrs court battle. My ex used it all against me. Not that the court cared. They drug tested me twice over 18mnths though. 1st test lots of weed. 2nd test 0% everything and weed. Not even trace anounts of drink. I finally won everything i asked for after 3yrs and 20k spent that magically fell from the sky onto my lap and pushed to legal team. How ill never know. Well i do. Long lost dad i never knew i had showed up 20k gift.

    Thank god i wasnt still a junkie. My gf was the purity i craved. That changed once our baby was born our kids are pure purity the only thing i care about cared about. GF let herself go had 13yrs worth of bs she'd cycle through almost daily so i just ignore her. 4cough 😂

    Now shes with a woman beater. Good luck. But i probably would help her if asked. By her or our kids. But ide rather just take the kids out of that BS if i got proof.

    I was a junkie but ide let her smack me around anytime words are weapons to me. But if i hint at her mother skills she'd fly at me. I wonder how long till she tries that. Oh well.

    But.. our eldest child has mild autism and its always played on my mind that its my fault bcos i was a junkie heroine smoke daily whilst conceived and through pregnancy.

    The mother is pretty special tho. So she blamed herself too. Very mild autism mayb.

    But our younger two kids are insane clever top of their classes which makes me think i ruined my eldest more. Even tho the eldest is smart too. Its just different. She can remember being 2. Reading by 4. But talks 💩 like her mum. Stress words tries her best to spit venom but comes off as cute. Like her mum did. So i hope it is she just takes after her mother. Shes tall. Younger two short look like me and got my brains for sure. I wasted mine but scored 121 IQ slightly above average they said. I used my brains to get high though. For free. Plus not spiral out of control with it. Lost one tooth biting a bottle. Im 37 but told i look 28 ish. Then i get IQ checked occasionally. Not decrepit. At all. My voice is strong still not you know. Affected. Im very lucky tbh. I do owe it to my ex too. So ill never hate her. But wouldnt want her back either. Booty call mayb. Old times sake. Teens till thirties we hsd the best hook ups in my bedsit. No need to deny that if it came up 😂

    But im glad i did it that way truly. I saw straight laced freinds get into drugs later 25+ ruined themselves all the way super fast. Had things to lose. I never did.

    If expecting a baby cant snap you out of it be better then nothing will. But also trying drugs on night out as parent thats more dangerous. Coke on every cash note says so. Everuthing to lose and still gamble huh.

    Im happy knowing i been there seen it all. God help my kids if i see any signs too. Ill lock them up force it out of them. They wont be able to hide it from me like i did my family. I told my family all about it once 10yrs clean 😂 they had no idea. Bar weed. Thats no secret tho.

  2. It's very sad for real, don't do that stuff anyone, it has a big impact on your life, for the worse, you are loved and are capable of doing whatever you set yourself to do, and no drug or anything will make anything better, even if it seems that way, you can also just pray whenever your going through a tough time, God will always listen.

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